Saturday, March 03, 2007
i`m surprised to find myself in the blogging mood on a saturday night. =)
"...the past few days were rather torturous. work was holy s***. i sat at my own office desk, often in dazes, reluctant to complete my given assignments. this only happens when my morale has hitched its minimum. honestly, i detest suck-ups. i see people bootlicking in office and yes i jolly well know that this is super common in offices. but i still won`t give face to them. never! i was sitting in a corner last thursday, tears flowing their way out uncontrollably. i had enough at work, enough at people who don`t try understanding me, no doubt i`d been rather accomodating towards them and enough of craps from external factors. thanks for contributing to my misery uh-huh. i sometimes no longer feel like replying to smses nor even talk. oh you may think this lady here is an ill-attitude one, by all means! when i don`t want to talk to you means i don`t want to. stop asking me out. 我和你不是很熟!!! and i don`t need a fling, don`t bother bugging me. 你这也叫爱吗? oh yes, i`m not pretty enough to show off this attitude i know but who cares now? cos i`m provoked! i need a long------------- BREAK!!!!" ---> wow, is this really me? sounded like me? but i really felt better after typing this paragraph, can`t believe it myself either.
to shake my depression mode off, here's something else, at least cheer me up a little. well, soon enough, i`m going to embark on a journey which i longed for. yes, i`m going back to school-life soon. decided on my course of study already, and now only to decide the institution and the university offering me the course. well, i guess i`d have to do some research so i`ll not have any regrets to myself like what i told songhan when he was choosing his course not too long back. =) i took a day`s leave from work to attend the career fair at suntec city after collecting my 'rusy-dusty' certificate from MOE yesterday and i really find that trip a very fruitful one cos i got many of my doubts answered. i realised after i came out to work the last 2 or 3 years, i`m getting more vocal. i remembered i used to hide my queries and asked my friends to make enquiries for me, now i do that myself. =)
anyways, during the evening, catching up on the CNY train before it reaches the 15th, me and my "little family" went on a dinner date at serangoon gardens 'pow sing restaurant'. before that, i got to know tytan`s a-levels results. was very upset for him. almost did`nt know how to console him but i thought i managed to. sounds contradicting right? i just read his blog and can still sense the torment he`s feeling. cos i experienced it 2 times already. sometimes it can really drive you to insomia, a loss of appetite or over-eating and the feeling of "mood-less-ness", no matter what you do. but he`s really brave. can sense his efforts to smile in front of us yesterday and today, so he won`t make us worried. i`m rather sure he thinks this way, don`t know why. however, i believe he`ll be strong. =) i hope he`ll cheer up soon and find his dream alternatively. anyways we went singing after dinner. hope that cheers my nephew a little. =) me and winnie got him an eeyore soft toy as well. may that serves him as a lucky charm for him as well. "wo de nephew ni yao jiayou ok? wo he ah gong and daddy will support ni de!!!!!" ok, time for some pictures. i love taking pictures. they serve as a memory. =)
the 4.
black. white. black.
someone, through a friend wants to know my another friend... hey, i`m not friendster hor! please huhs!!! i not so free de lor!!! no more no more! 我和你也不是很熟ok!!! bu yao disturb wo huhs!!! bleahs! and i`m not the customer service counter hor!! THANK YOU FOR YOUR CO-OPERATION. 谢谢合作. and i`m serious. you ask somemore i shout already. if i see you, i`ll bite! irritating!
and by the way when should i submit my resignation??? i better get my letter ready. =) i await the next phase of my life, without some annoyances of course!
~there're some things only i`ll comprehend i guess. =) i`m off.
10:40 PM
i`m surprised to find myself in the blogging mood on a saturday night. =)
"...the past few days were rather torturous. work was holy s***. i sat at my own office desk, often in dazes, reluctant to complete my given assignments. this only happens when my morale has hitched its minimum. honestly, i detest suck-ups. i see people bootlicking in office and yes i jolly well know that this is super common in offices. but i still won`t give face to them. never! i was sitting in a corner last thursday, tears flowing their way out uncontrollably. i had enough at work, enough at people who don`t try understanding me, no doubt i`d been rather accomodating towards them and enough of craps from external factors. thanks for contributing to my misery uh-huh. i sometimes no longer feel like replying to smses nor even talk. oh you may think this lady here is an ill-attitude one, by all means! when i don`t want to talk to you means i don`t want to. stop asking me out. 我和你不是很熟!!! and i don`t need a fling, don`t bother bugging me. 你这也叫爱吗? oh yes, i`m not pretty enough to show off this attitude i know but who cares now? cos i`m provoked! i need a long------------- BREAK!!!!" ---> wow, is this really me? sounded like me? but i really felt better after typing this paragraph, can`t believe it myself either.
to shake my depression mode off, here's something else, at least cheer me up a little. well, soon enough, i`m going to embark on a journey which i longed for. yes, i`m going back to school-life soon. decided on my course of study already, and now only to decide the institution and the university offering me the course. well, i guess i`d have to do some research so i`ll not have any regrets to myself like what i told songhan when he was choosing his course not too long back. =) i took a day`s leave from work to attend the career fair at suntec city after collecting my 'rusy-dusty' certificate from MOE yesterday and i really find that trip a very fruitful one cos i got many of my doubts answered. i realised after i came out to work the last 2 or 3 years, i`m getting more vocal. i remembered i used to hide my queries and asked my friends to make enquiries for me, now i do that myself. =)
anyways, during the evening, catching up on the CNY train before it reaches the 15th, me and my "little family" went on a dinner date at serangoon gardens 'pow sing restaurant'. before that, i got to know tytan`s a-levels results. was very upset for him. almost did`nt know how to console him but i thought i managed to. sounds contradicting right? i just read his blog and can still sense the torment he`s feeling. cos i experienced it 2 times already. sometimes it can really drive you to insomia, a loss of appetite or over-eating and the feeling of "mood-less-ness", no matter what you do. but he`s really brave. can sense his efforts to smile in front of us yesterday and today, so he won`t make us worried. i`m rather sure he thinks this way, don`t know why. however, i believe he`ll be strong. =) i hope he`ll cheer up soon and find his dream alternatively. anyways we went singing after dinner. hope that cheers my nephew a little. =) me and winnie got him an eeyore soft toy as well. may that serves him as a lucky charm for him as well. "wo de nephew ni yao jiayou ok? wo he ah gong and daddy will support ni de!!!!!" ok, time for some pictures. i love taking pictures. they serve as a memory. =)
the 4.
black. white. black.
someone, through a friend wants to know my another friend... hey, i`m not friendster hor! please huhs!!! i not so free de lor!!! no more no more! 我和你也不是很熟ok!!! bu yao disturb wo huhs!!! bleahs! and i`m not the customer service counter hor!! THANK YOU FOR YOUR CO-OPERATION. 谢谢合作. and i`m serious. you ask somemore i shout already. if i see you, i`ll bite! irritating!
and by the way when should i submit my resignation??? i better get my letter ready. =) i await the next phase of my life, without some annoyances of course!
~there're some things only i`ll comprehend i guess. =) i`m off.
posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 10:40 PM
